..To one of my very close friends, too close that I often consider her “me”
I don’t get it! Why care for people too much when he care less? Perhaps he couldn’t even recall how you first met or worse, he doesn’t even notice when you’re gone…Tsk, tsk..simply a waste of time, even resources! he’s not even worth thinking of right now so don’t bother. You already bothered too much making him think he’s very special.
Wake up sweetie! Don’t be blinded with the kindness in your heart which make you suffer & cry silently in tears just to see him smile. He’s not worth it! You care too much that you even forget how the word HURT feels. You don’t deserve this at all but soon enough he’ll realize that he lost a diamond while he’s bsuy collecting stones.
I know you never wanna say goodbye but be realistic now. Please and oh please let him go. Cry hard for once, dig him out of your heart & leave him to your memory to forget. That’s what’s best. That’s what he deserves!